I will state that I am in the process of getting my medical marijuana card, it should arrive in the mail within 2 weeks, but respect the fact that it is still an illegal drug and very controversial subject. In fact, I am beginning to feel like I could be "over-medicating" with the daily smoking... for the same reasons Darkroses pointed out, except the fact that I have never experienced paranoia. People tell me I'm the opposite of paranoid, that I get so relaxed I act like I could smoke it in public and think no one will notice, like to the point I could end up in jail cuz I don't even try to hide it. I can't afford to be picky about strain, I use whatever is "affordable" (meaning plain jane, of the common "street" variety) ~ even more dangerous, I know!).
However, now that I'm using it, I can see it's going to be a problem to stop. I'm thinking maybe I should get with my pdoc and get started on something now that would hopefully allow me to stabilize enough to wean away from pot smoking.
Wow, that was, like, a seriously huge step for me to start accepting the idea of medicating. Wholly new turf for me... all I've ever done is dig my heels in and resist.
P.S. Will do better to follow rules from now on ~ thanks!
