by skilsaw » Wed Jun 25, 2014 11:38 pm
while waiting for the change in meds to allow me to feel again, I try to push myself to go a bit beyond where I am comfortable. My comfort zone when I'm flat is, in order of importance, in bed, in front of the TV, or on the computer.
Good things will be happening around me, and when I hear about them, I plan to go but when the time comes, I choose to stay in my comfort zone at home.
When I do push myself to get out, it may feel challenging, but in the end, I am happy I did and I feel good about myself.
My uncle's 99th birthday is on Sunday, this week. The family have been planning it for months and I have my plane ticket and hotel reservations already. The closer it gets, the more I feel like dropping out. I have to convince myself that it will be OK when all I want to do is curl up in bed and hibernate for the weekend.
I have to battle the flatness. Past experience has taught me that I can win and it will be good.
I hope you find the strength and courage to confront the flatness too.
Take care,
It is not always possible to make someone's discomfort go away.
Sometimes, the best thing we can do is resist the urge to fix it and instead just say, "You, too?"