by Matthew_Calloway » Fri Jun 13, 2014 5:07 pm
Hello lorian,
From what I've experienced, my mixed episodes were made of really high moments were I felt overexcited, had magnitude ideas, turned narcissistic, moments where I was in an abyss and didn't see the light at all with really dark ideas and moments where I was in a normal mood but those seemed really boring compared to my hypomanic moments. Typically, feeling as if you were the king of the world might only be one of the symptoms, it doesn't have to mean it's being neither manic nor hypomanic. What also characterizes those moments is that they don't disturb you at all, you feel really great and you call that feeling amazing, that's why most people don't realize they suffer from mania/hypomania. Feeling like jumping from the roof might also only be a possible symptom of a depressed moment, it doesn't mean it has to be a depressed moment. Do you have other symptoms during those moments ? Not any moment where you feel between the two ? You say it's been lasting for months...
Anyways, you should meet your psychiatrist as soon as possible, he'll tell you what he thinks about that. He alone can evaluate the situation. Did you check the possible side effects of the pills you have been taking ? Don't forget to NEVER stop your medication unless your physician tells you to do so whatever you think about what you're taking. Only your doctor can tell you if you can stop taking them.
Feel free to send me a private message.
Hoping this helps,
Matthew_Calloway