by Ennui » Thu Jun 05, 2014 7:31 pm
Hi,
I wouldn't exactly call it painful but I do tend to have some weird sensations when an episode is about to begin, which feel 'physical'. When I'm becoming depressed, I often have a feeling of heaviness or pressure in my head, kind of as if a headache's constantly about to start. It's uncomfortable but not painful.
If my mood's going up, I can sometimes 'feel' what I can only describe as the 'busyness' of my thoughts, as if everything's buzzing around way too fast, and this feels physical and uncomfortable too.
I'm sorry you experience this type of pain, it sounds awful. Perhaps someone else will be able to relate more closely to it.
'Un ennui...' (Mallarmé)
'Perseverance is power' (Japanese proverb)
'All the world's a stage,/And all the men and women merely players'
Diagnoses: Bipolar affective disorder, GAD
Medications: 800mg Tegretol XR, 5mg Zyprexa