I do, however, handle volunteering in an office environment twice/week for 4hrs/day quite well...I think because there's no stress, it's easy work, and I have no pressure to keep the position, and my income doesn't depend on it. I'm not competing with anyone for a title or raise, either.
I have great fear of trying again and going back into that place of mixed mania, so I'm not ready yet. I do eventually hope to try some classes and see how I do in a performance-based environment. And eventually I hope to earn a good income again, but I can't see how I can do it yet. I miss shiny, new things
