rage rant

I find these forums dont help me. I dont feel anyone is a friend going through what im going through. Nah I dont get the feeling of "omg someone else feels the same way I do! Oh joy" or "hey lets be friends" lol nope. People on here dont think the way I do. its more like a *box effect* where they all think alike, in these pre packaged boxes and I cant relate so its like im outside those boxes and that frustrates me.

Reminds me of music. Im listening to antichrist by slayer and theyre listening to the crap of today that is somehow considered music. *shrug*

Bipolar 1
Schizoid personality disorder
Ptsd

My poison?
Carbamapezine
Latuda

Sorry to hear you feel like this. FWIW I love some good Slayer from time to time, it's very soothing for me somehow to listen to "Reign in Blood" really loud.

Yeah that is the good stuff but so is world painted blood, darkness of christ, etc etc lol