I've been up since 11 am yesterday. It's now 4 pm. I've done so much in between then and now. I've walked over three hours to and from places, mostly school. I've sat through a three hour class yesterday, studied for 5 hours, sat through a two hour exam, and randomly decided I MUST adopt a cat and ran over to the shelter.
My mind is absolutely racing. I feel, crazed. It's so confusing. They just revoked? I guess is the right word, my bipolar 2 diagnosis. I've had stints in the past where I've gone 72 hours like this, it happens quite frequently recently. Even when I take seroquel, benadryl, sleep aids. I am wired. They told me I have PTSD, Borderline, and Avoidant personality disorder traits. I'm making a journal of my days until I see my therapist because this is not right. I am not myself right now. I'm just, I feel like I could burst from all this energy, and all I want to do is rest. My body is not keeping up with my mind.
Is stretches of sleep disturbances something any of you have dealt with? I just accepted I don't have bipolar 2. I told everyone who knows me it's not bipolar, I've been talking so much lately. I talk and talk and talk even when no one is listening. I'm just confused. I want a set diagnosis but I don't think I ever will.