For the past week or so, I have been lying in bed sleeping all day and all night... but yesterday, when I woke up, I felt like a different person. My whole perspective changed, and I still feel it. I feel energetic and awake. I have not slept yet.
I am a senior in high school and have been missing school for weeks. I used to be a straight A student, but now I am not even making D's... I feel like a failure, but right now, a happy failure. A few days ago, I could barely get up to eat. I didn't shower, talk to anyone, or move from my bed.
Why does this happen? Why am I different now? It is so isolating.
I don't want to be around anyone else because I never feel like "myself." This isn't who I used to be.