by Lanka » Tue Feb 18, 2014 2:01 pm
Doesn't make much of difference to me. Occasionally my schedule "locks" to constant schedule for few weeks, then starts to lean off again. When "unlocked" I just sleep so badly I'd need daily sleepmeds to keep it constant..
Last few times I've used meds to sleep, I've slept either just as restlessly bad as before or woke up as tired as I went to sleep (even if I slept 8+ hours) and felt like I didn't dream of anything. So I'm not exacly eager to use them..
So no, I'm not going to bother trying to keep my sleep schedule constant. The effect is marginal, at best.
ed: Wonder if it's sort of related to that I seem to be nocturnal by default. But because current social norm, I have to wake up at morning for whatever reason. So if there wasn't such restrain and I could happily sleep at day, would it improve my moods..? Because in the past when I already had symptoms of BP and wasn't employed/studying staying awake through nights made me calmer&happier.. The feeling of serene quiet&peace around you. If I were lonely, there were friends other side of globe to keep me company. Hm.
Rapid cycling BP II with side of anxiousness, mixed states and BPD/AvPD-traits.
Meds? Went feral. So far nothing has given me the equal of highs on daily basis.
“Give a man a fire and he's warm for a day, but set fire to him and he's warm for the rest of his life.”