
let me tell u my story. more i look back and think, more i see that my curiousity into metaphysics took me into most insane visions that i had and cause of this i got diagnosed then. all started when i was reading the books that want to make u change. louse l. hay, dr. dyer,.. and there i found the fact that people that wrote them know what is metaphysics. and i wanted to know that too. now i regret this wish so much. i actually became one of them. i wrote down metaphysics in economy, got best grades for my insane visions,... but the price was too high. in my mind i felt i reached some kind of enlightments, many of them, but that were just schizo episodes i guess..


on the other side... itz so cool to say that u actually know what is metaphysics.. now i also paid for the Ph.D. of metaphysics at uni in sedona,... not that im gonna actually finish it, cause itz all about christian crap, the suffering that was going through all of this time.. but why?... i'd rather be normal... and sane.