Hello fellows! Im new here, 24 years of age, from Sweden and have a bipolar disorder since 3 years back. Sorry about my english grammar but I hope you understand all of it.
Im now gonna tell you some personal views of Marjiuana and Bipolar disorder.
Maby some of you know that many many people have tried cannabis for there bipolar disease. Some do it illegal and some can do it the legal way.
However, I´ve read alot at internet that many bipolars that tried cannabis, eventually goes into a manic state. Some studies has showed this aswell.
I got curious about the drug and started to do personal tests.
For once, I noticed that when i was hypomanic, and when i smoked Marijuana it DIDNT help. BUT, when i smoked hasch I calmed down. Let me try explain:
Here in Sweden its hard to get good marjiuana like everyone wants. So often I buy hasch. For like 3 weeks ago there was some good marjiuana in the area. I bought quite alot and i smoked it for about a week (the same weed). I started to feel hypomanic. I got worried. Many thoughts in my head. You know how it works.
I started to smoke more and more to try calm down but it didnt help (like for many ppl). When I had smoke all of it, i wanted to buy more but my "Bush Doctor" just had some good hasch. 5 min after my hasch join i felt really calm. It was a HUGE different from the weed. It felt good in my body and i started to feel safe. Thoughts like "This is alright, i can fix this hypomanic episode, dont worry" started to raise. Other times when i get hypomanic i always get really negative thoughts, so this time was clearly different.
The thing is, when I smoked hasch i can alot easier change focus. I can watch a movie, go for a walk, focus in the now without all these negative and hasty thoughts. Sometimes when im high on hasch i can "fly away" with my thoughts (like i normaly do) but when I realise that, i can easy change focus and stop those thoughts. Without cannabis (hasch) I cant.
These topic was about my hypomanic state. When im sometimes depressed good marijuana works great tho.
And I dont take any pills. Just cannabis.
Any thoughts about all this?
Hope it was an interesting topic for some. I donno, still abit hypomanic atm but its under control. Now im gonna go out for my goodnight joint.
Take care! And sorry about my bad english.