by bamaalice » Fri Dec 14, 2012 9:01 pm
My hypomania and depression have both been related to stressful life events that have all occurred during the same 4 month period of the year - September to December. These events started when I was 10 years old (I'm 46 now) and the last was 8 years ago. These stressful life events range from facing, every Christmas, the brother-in-law who sexually molested me for two years when I was 10-12 years old, to the death of my daddy in September of 1987, the overdose death of my brother in December, 2001 (we buried him on Christmas Eve), to my mother's diagnosis of pancreatic cancer on Thanksgiving day 2004, followed by her death 20 days later on December 15. I am working to better prepare myself for when this time of year is upon me.
I am thankful, I suppose, that these SLEs are clumped together so that I do have a few months where I have historically had less severe depression and hypomania.
Alice
Bipolar II with hypomania & psychosis
Lamictal 300mg
Latuda 160mg
Prozac 20mg
Trileptal 600mg
Fetzima 40mg
Adderall 60mg
Trazodone 100mg prn for insomnia
What if this is as good as it gets?