by Unknown_1 » Tue Dec 18, 2012 3:24 pm
I'm not normally in this forum, I don't have a formal diagnosis of BP. I have been prescribed Moclobemide, have been taking it for about 10 weeks (600mg, with the look to put it up to 1200mg), and I've gone from a catatonic depression with a suicidal planning to what the psychiatrist refers to as a manic state. I've had severe depression for at least the last 8-10 years, so its been good that that has lifted, however, since taking Moclobemide, I have had this possible 'manic state', which has resulted in a lot of uncharacteristic emotionality and risky hyper behaviours. So Im going through this Moclobemide thing, but I've started a lot of personal stuff (highly uncharacteristic for me being AvPD), which I query whether its exacerbating the manic state, and if that just settles down, then the Moclobemide will be fine. After 6 weeks I reduced the Moclobemide to 300mg, which has settled some of the insomnia and nightmares Id been having, and has done a little for the 'manic' behaviours, but not enough to make me feel safe. Im hoping perhaps to add a mood stabiliser to help, but I have paranoia about weight gain/acne, so trying to find one both I and the psychiatrist agree on that doesn't exacerbate my issues too much will be the task.
Anyway, sorry for rambling. I hope things start going okay soon, please keep us updated, Id be interested to see how people go with this med.
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