I have had a mixed day which is why I have been quiet. I saw a careers advisor about future job possibilities and it was helpful - I have some prospects again and a possible future rather that just existing in the moment.
However it is official, I am off the medical register. I came back from careers appt to find a letter telling me so. I feel pretty sad about this. But at least I had the careers appt. Has not fully sunk in yet but it is not a nice feeling.
Need to figure out how to say goodbye to the past and hello to the future.
Anyhow I just wanted to let you guys know
Huge hugs
Cracked