Um, help?

Hi. I'm 15 years old. I have a problem. Of course....why else would I be here? Anyway, I'm 6'3", I have brown hair, and green eyes....but I weigh 440 pounds.

I don't know what to do. Who to go to. I overeat, because I'm sexually attracted to it. I masterbate with thoughts of how much weight I've gained, and how much I will. Than afterwards, I feel so stupid, but than after a while, I'm in a mood, like, who cares? I overeat and binge constantly, and have gained 20 pounds in the last month....

I think I may have the fetish known as "Fat Fetish," but I don't know how to treat it. I'm so afraid....please, help me...

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