by Chucky » Mon Oct 08, 2007 12:19 pm
Hey,
That's difficult to read and I'm very sorry to hear that all of this has happened. Were you under much pressure when all of this started? Personally, it was the pressure to be super-fit and healthy that eventually dragged me into Bulimia. Man, the pressure can be so great. It's like a tonne of bricks pressing down on your mind.
Is college interesting for you? What about concentrating on that for the moment, and allowing yourself a break from thinking about dancing? If this suggestion upsets you, I don't mean for it to. What about training others? That is something you can do for many years into the future. My brother's girlfriend is a former ballet dancer but her back is now in pain most of the times. However, she sometimes trains others to remain in the dancing community.
Take care,
Kevin.