Help

I've never told anyone about my binge eating. It started about two years ago after I started dieting and trying to lose weight. Things went well for a little while but I eventually ended up with a really unhealthy relationship with food. It feels like I've tried everything to stop, I've been depressed multiple times in my life, feeling terrible about myself and how I look. I don't know what to do anymore or what is really triggering it. If anyone has any ideas or encouragement it would be greatly appreciated. I don't know where else to turn.