New here! My story

Hello I'm so glad I've found you guys!
So this is my story, I'll try to keep this short.
I've struggled with disordered eating and disordered body image for 10 years now. Always trying to lose weight and all that jazz that comes together.
I left my uni for another school in my hometown, so i'm living with my family again which by itself is stressful enough. I broke up with my bf of 5+ years( it was mutual but still, it hurts) and my 8 year old cat died suddenly
All of the above happened within 2 months.
I've been struggling with binging. Again. I've been trying really hard to eat normally but I can't stop binging. On anything really. Spinach in the fridge? Spinach it is then. (Nothing wrong with eating lots spinach, just trying to get my point that I would binge on anything). I eat when I feel lonely. Uncomfortable. Subconsciously I think it's something familiar in this new life of mine. It's also about beating myself up for year lasting guilts.
So that's what's happening right now. Thank you for reading

I have similar issues for why I binge. And I eat it all. If it's in the fridge - it isn't there for long. But I'm going to beat this thing - and soon.

Good luck with yours lol

otter

I do that too,now I am forcing myself to get through at least 2 weeks of Atkins induction(in order to stabilize my blood sugar).Is gonna be hard not because I won't be eating good stuff,because you can indeed eat tasty things on Akins,is just that I got used to eating stupid things and I also was addicted to coffee and I put creamer and sugar in my coffee so yeah bad choice.

I really want to see a drastic change because of my health.
Besides it will make me feel better in the end if I manage to pull that off.