Frustrated with this binge eating disorder :(

Hello

I am new here, my first post. I just came to the realization that i have a binge eating disorder. It's been going on for over 6 years, I gained tons of weight. I have had overeating bouts in past when I was younger, but nothing like this. Daily stuffing my self, hiding and eating. No one knows about this, they think the weight it is from having 2 kids. I really hate this, I don't think there is anyone out there as bad as me/binge out like me. I am the worst. I eat when I am not hungry, eat when i feel happy, sad, excited. I eat all the time...because eating feels goooood, sooo goood. I tried dieting many times, tried it all and failed miserably It's become a habit i think and withdrawl, causes me to get irritable, angry, shaky, depressed. It's like drugs. Food is like drugs. I don't know what to do anymore, so frustrated. I want this to go away, I want to happy and healthy again.

Hi!
I just wanted to comment and say that I could've written this. I binge daily and no one knows. I have gained so much weight from it. I hide the trash and throw it away somewhere else. But I've been dieting since last Wednesday and am trying to stick with it. Sometimes it helps knowing you're not alone!

Hi

thanks for your reply, it is nice to know I am not alone and yes, I do keep my extra binge trash and throw it way before anyone sees it. Good for you on your diet and sticking to it. don't give up, I will keep trying.