this is my first time posted a topic over the internet, i'm so used to dealing with everything on my own...
i used to have an eating disorder, last year i was disgustingly skinny until one day i realized that i needed to change, from that moment on i've been taking care of myself...at least when i'm awake.
everynight for the past 4 months i have been waking in the night and binging, i'm concious, but not enough so to realize what i'm doing..i have only sketchy momory of the night before.
this is with out a doubt ruining my life...i've cut off all ties with friends until i 'fix' this problem, but its not going away..i am depressed and extremly self concious now with all the weight that i've put on.. i'm 5-5 and 140lbs. i dont care about weight anymore , i just want to be sane.
i've tried tying my legs to the bed , setting my alarm for every hr but to no avail...
any comments will be emensly appreciated.
by the way i'm 19.
thankyou everyone