So I'm an alter in a DID system who's been severely deprived in the sex department. Personally, I love it kinky, and lately I've been SO frustrated. All I want right now is to find someone to dominate me, fill me up, degrade me, use me, make me sore. But finding random hookups in the area is really hard as it is, let alone where we live because it's so rural. I'm getting frantic here, it's pathetic.
I really think I need to get back into either scouting the daddy dom scene looking for someone I can admire and roll all over, or I need to look back into pet play. I used to have an owner, before the others in my group decided enough was enough. I just want to feel owned. I need that, it keeps me stable. It's something I can rely on. I love having someone to look up to and please.
Thoughts on where I could try to find that? Not Fetlife, that's been useless for me. @_@
- Alex