I'm an introvert, and I'm starting to believe that I have trouble relating to people. I have an INFJ personality, and apparently that means I'm very private and it's normal for me to create distance between myself and others.
At some point, I believe that one learns so much about a subject that eventually a desire to teach blossoms. I have reached that point. I'm a slave, and I have become known as a service expert within my community. I've been invited to produce a small lesson on Victorian Tea Service to my local submissive's gathering. It's coming up soon, and I'm itching to finally share one of my passions with someone else. Anyone else.
I've offered to perform tea service for two other groups. They are both groups that are for littles. One of the teas I'm capable of performing is a Teddy Bear Tea, and I thought they would enjoy that. But neither of the leaders I have approached seem interested. I admit, that kind of hurt.
Mostly, I believe this boils down to: I'm lonely. I love my Master. He loves receiving my service. He encourages me. I am romantically stable, and he has not neglected me. He's everything I've ever wanted. I've let him know parts of myself that I wouldn't want anyone else to know.
I'm lonely for... submissive company? But I don't relate to many other people in my area. I want to teach. I would love to help train other submissives or slaves in the art of service (not just tea service). There isn't any interest in that around here it seems.
I'm willing to listen to respectful opinions and advice.
How do I relate to others who may not have similar interests?
How do I find others who have similar interests if they aren't local?
If I produce this tea service for the sumissive's gathering and they aren't interested, how do I NOT take that personally?
Thank you for your attention!
