Dating a probable avoidant/schizoid girl.

Hey all. Sorry if i´m speaking as guest, but i dont feel like registering just to post one post. Dont overlook my topic because of this, please.

This is probably going to end up long but hell...
In early august, I started talking to this girl, who lived in my friend´s house(both are were here studying). That made it easier for me. Well, i went for it, as she would be my first date, yeah i´ve never kissed a girl before her, i have some of, hell i´m fully schizoid/avoidant. Discovered about these personality disorders(along with social phobia) almost when i started talking to her.
Well, i had ZERO experience in all this flerting business, i was shy, couldnt find things to say to her, and damnit, hesitated like ###$ to say that i liked her and hesitated twice to kiss her(i feel bad for myself when remembering it).

Enough of that, here is the catch. It´s been more than a month that i´ve seen her. In this period of time, i´ve found another girl to date(with that, a whole lot boost of confidence), but things are over and now i cant get this first girl out of my head. In January, she´s coming back(she went back to her home town in december) for an university exam, and i´m going to take the chance and set things straight with her. But, in all this time, i´ve gathered some memories i have with her and, in all paranoia possible, been building up her personality and traits(damn, i sound weird).

In school, she took a while to make some friends, and when she did, she was always around, laughing, never saw her saying much. In her uncle´s house(she was staying there, forgot to mention this), she´s almost all of the time studying, and when i asked her, well, begged to pass by and see her, she was afraid(or ashamed?) of them. She doesnt have an email, nor msn. Dont know if it´s makeup, but i can remember her face being blushed when i was talking to her. When i came over to her house, not for her, but to see my friend there, i remind her being around the table when we were having a snack(come to think of it, was she looking at me, or at my other friend? damn this paranoia).
BUT, something that i can feel is that she is kind of afraid of me. Yeah, she may simply be sick of this shy, coward guy i may seem, but i really think behind all that nice looking girl is a schizoid, maybe avoidant like myself. She looks so different from other girls, but, thats probably me being way much optimistic.

Sheesh, being wanting to type down this topic for 2 days now, thank god i did it. I was going to post this in the schizoid forum, but it´s so dead now, probably here more people will answer. Was looking for you guys comments and opinions on this.
Well, thanks in advance!

Oh, just read my post again, have to apologise for how it´s written, i really have a hard time passing what i´m thinking to the computer. If you have any questions, just shoot it.

Ah, and when i said set things straight, as in third paragraph was to confront her and see what she really thinks of me, if she wants something serious or doesnt like me. I HAVE to get this doubt out of my head.

aww, nobody replied to this. has she been and gone? did the guy get the girl?

there might be no point in posting... but...

dear guest,

* take a breath
* maybe she likes you, maybe she doesnt, we assume that you like her though you might have built her up to being more than she is. remember: she's human, and you're human
* it is good that you want to set things straight. if you do confront her with this, then you might want to take it easy and pace yourself. also give her time to think about what she wants to say. and spending time just hanging out with her for a while first could be a good plan
* find out more about her, what she likes, what her dreams are, what's important to her, what she was like when she was little...
* dont stress about so called awkward silences- they dont have to be awkward, being quiet is ok

i'm not sure if this is all a tad obvious, or irrelevant, good luck anyway