There are far too many catagories for me to choose from, but this one looks correct.
Being 18 years old atm, I've spent 99% of my life infront of the computer playing games. I never wanted to leave my house to do anything, even things I liked, a good example of this was skiing. I love skiing, only gone once or twice, but I do enjoy it. I ask asked to go skiing the past couple of years during the winter and I say no because I think to myself once I'm there, I will do, say something, I might not know something everyone else knows, or fail at something, and I will be ridiculed for doing so.
So at this point in my life I have 1 friend that I talk to over the internet about gaming, and I also never leave the house for anything other than college, I have no friends there. The problem with this situation is I've now lost interest in gaming, and I'm realizing now that my life is a smoldering crater of nothing. I have no skills, I have no friends, I have no interests, I have absolutly nothing. I am attending college for networking but I don't enjoy gaming or computers any more at all.
The final straw was I just started listening to these songs in korean and was doing some web surfing and I really enjoyed this one singer, but I'm completely obsessed over her. I just want to drop everything I'm doing, learn korean, learn to dance, learn to sing and just go over there. After realizing that this behavior is completely rediculous, and learning all of these things to meet a singer that I've got a completely immature obession over, I have come here.
I need help everyone, my life is filled of nothing, I get up everymorning with nothing to look forward to and a whole lot boredom and stress.