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If its legal and involves consent then you have nothing to worry about as far as i reckon. We all have different sets of morals and ethics so I guess what one person gets pleasure from another may be disgusted by.

I have a similar fetish to clydedenver. Women having dominance over men. Not the hardcore bdsm sort of stuff, just dominace and control.

G0dLike_eMP wrote:I'm currently reading about toxic shame. There is a big chance this could be the source of my bad feelings.

Toxic shame is a problem I have. I spent a lot of time shaming myself over just about anything I did wrong; anything I did I would find faults and feel a lot of shame about it.

Funilly enough when I was a kid my parents would find fault with everything I did, maybe on a good day they would find 15 things I'd done wrong. So it's no wonder that as an adult where my parents aren't around I'm just doing what they did.

Maybe it's a similar story for you?

I firrmly believe in the healing power of porn.

Spikey wrote:

G0dLike_eMP wrote:I'm currently reading about toxic shame. There is a big chance this could be the source of my bad feelings.

Toxic shame is a problem I have. I spent a lot of time shaming myself over just about anything I did wrong; anything I did I would find faults and feel a lot of shame about it.

Funilly enough when I was a kid my parents would find fault with everything I did, maybe on a good day they would find 15 things I'd done wrong. So it's no wonder that as an adult where my parents aren't around I'm just doing what they did.

Maybe it's a similar story for you?

i think its not a similar story.
i passed my first years mostly with my mothers aunt...parents were at work almost all day. she was old and cuddled me all day .singing me kid songs etc. But i remember shame long time ago. ran home cuz i didnt know how to play football,while all my friends knew. run away from home when i was 6 because i took an F at school.
I think i doesnt have a reason for having that shame,maybe u just are born with it...

G0dLike_eMP wrote: i think its not a similar story.
i passed my first years mostly with my mothers aunt...parents were at work almost all day. she was old and cuddled me all day .singing me kid songs etc. But i remember shame long time ago. ran home cuz i didnt know how to play football,while all my friends knew. run away from home when i was 6 because i took an F at school.
I think i doesnt have a reason for having that shame,maybe u just are born with it...

I remember not knowing the rules to baseball when I was in school. Everyone thought I was either stupid or retarded. My father didn't like sports so I never watched baseball and didn't know the rules.