I disgust myself

I am truly a disgusting, parasitic, debacle of a human being.

I can't seem to dig myself out of this hole, and nobody knows how to help me. I can apply for jobs all day and I still won't get hired. Does anybody know the directory for suicide doctors. I'm really not worth much to the human race.

Steve, if I knew you and heard you say that, I'd get out of my apartment right now and call over to see you. This type of talk is just not acceptable. I cannot bear to see people speak so low about themselves, because it's just never true. You are a great person, Steve. Your life might be $#%^ right now, but things can change. Some points to note: Don't ever accept $#%^ from anyone (that includes yourself); always stand up for yourself; be confident and authoritative; be mean and arrogant; be whatever you want to be.

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Kevin

Hi, Steve. What hole are you in that's leading you to be so cruel to yourself?

If you are in the US, I hope you're not taking it personally if you can't find a job. The job market is $#%^ right now. Hell, most people I know who have jobs are incredibly depressed right now.

If ranting will help, there's no better place to rant than this forum, imo. Be patient with yourself in this difficult time.

*Edited by admin (Chucky)

Hi there!
@ Steve and the Pain,
I can´t add anything else to Chucky and ShadowsTerra´s words.
Why don´t to make a pact to meet each other for some support instead of suicice?
Steve, I know work is one of the most important things in life and you´ll get it. You need to give you a change and don´t be so hard with you. Noone is a parasite because (s)he wouldn´t be able to find a job or have a disorder.
Have you some support from your relatives? Have you considered to see a doctor for this depression.
When any of you have the thought of suicide, think "Ok, I´ll wait for tomorrow".
Take care, both.

*edited by Butterfly Faerie*

Posting about how to commit suicide is directly against the forum rules (rule #14). I think that the added element of "encouraging" the person to commit suicide is almost like testing how far you can go before getting a admin/mod warn or a ban.

Peptron wrote:

Cirvante wrote:Everyone has the personal right to kill himself in my opinion. So don't delete this post, as it may help them.

Posting about how to commit suicide is directly against the forum rules (rule #14). I think that the added element of "encouraging" the person to commit suicide is almost like testing how far you can go before getting a admin/mod warn or a ban.

Thank you Pepton for poiting this out to Cirvante.

Cirvante
You are NOT to ever post about how to commit suicide read the rules of the site before ever considering this again. you have been warned, please watch what you post from now on in terms of what you posted before I had to edit it.

And no it is never helpful to share that kind of information to anyone on a site for support when someone is in desperate need of it.

# 14.Do not post about how to commit suicide. This will be instantly removed.

Steve234 wrote:I am truly a disgusting, parasitic, debacle of a human being.

I can't seem to dig myself out of this hole, and nobody knows how to help me. I can apply for jobs all day and I still won't get hired. Does anybody know the directory for suicide doctors. I'm really not worth much to the human race.

Steve no matter how bad you feel right now there is help out there.
Get yourself to your hospital, there are also help lines out there that can help you deal with this.
If you feel in danger of yourself please go to your hospital immediately to seek help it's important that you do.

You don't have to deal with this alone no matter how bad you feel. Hang in there.

If I got your location right perhaps one of these resources can help you: http://suicidehotlines.com/wisconsin.html

Steve and the pain, you are not alone! I know you are living bad moments and we are here to help you in the way we can. Give you a chance! Day by day, don´t think in a long term.