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by CSRevenant » Mon Oct 12, 2009 11:17 pm
The only thing I hate more than myself is seeing dozens of pictures of the person I hate more than anyone else.
Don’t tell me I cannot go
With a wound that refuses to mend
Deliver me from all of this
I want you to quicken my end
Don’t say it isn’t so
I’m on a path that you’ll never comprehend
Set me free from all of this
I need you to quicken my end
Criminal - Disturbed
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by Mango » Tue Oct 13, 2009 2:46 am
I always have, originally because it confirmed that fact that I exist & that I'm not just a collection of thoughts floating around through life waiting for the moment when I lose my insecurites.
And mostly now I just think I look fat (related to what I said above maybe????

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~SUBMIT TO THE WILL OF THE LASER CATS OR FACE THE CONSEQUENCES~
(Along with total obidience to the laser cats, I take 100 of Lamical & 30mg of Cymbalta. Inderal when I'm anxious & Remeron when I'm wacko & can't sleep)
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by ShadowTerra » Tue Oct 13, 2009 3:33 am
The very idea of getting my picture taken makes me want to harm something. I look awful in photographs but the other women in my family are super photogenic. When I see people with cameras, I hide.
You may say I'm a fool
Feelin' the way that I do
You can call me Pollyanna
Say I'm crazy as a loon
I believe in silver linings
And that's why I believe in you
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