Do you think you'll die alone?

I know I will die alone. It stopped bothering me years ago though. I don't really want anyone to be there when I die.

Dying alone would suck, but what's worse would be living alone. In the sense of isolated, friendless, and lonely forever. That would be worse, I think.

I'm afraid of this also. As long as I'm studying I'll always have some acquaintances at least. But people my age start to have this adult kind of life. It will never be as easy again to make friends as it is now. Especially as I don't see myself having any kind of social hobby.

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Girl Disappearing wrote:

darklight wrote:

Dying alone would suck, but what's worse would be living alone. In the sense of isolated, friendless, and lonely forever. That would be worse, I think.

I'm afraid of this also. As long as I'm studying I'll always have some acquaintances at least. But people my age start to have this adult kind of life. It will never be as easy again to make friends as it is now. Especially as I don't see myself having any kind of social hobby.

I'm in that situation right now. Sure I live with my parents but I don't interact with them or consider them my friends. I've isolated myself completely from the world. I don't have friends or acquaintances anymore.

I hope I can change this..

Me too. That's what this struggle with AVPD is all about.

im 16 right now and i honestly dont know either way. i would want 1 of the extremes though. i would either want to take the easy route and just have friends and nothing further. or have a massive relationship over most of my life and have some children so i get to watch them grow up and hopefully have better lives than i did at school, then be a grandparent and grow old with my wife and die knowing ive accomplished something with my life (carried on my family).

anyway asuka how are you doing? i havent been on here in a while

I might of answered this thread before but i'm too lazy to go through all the pages and check even though typing this will probably take longer then checking. lol

I believe i will die alone and don't really mind that, i don't want to get old and die. Maybe i'll try making a deal with a demon at a crossroads like in the show supernatural where the demon gives you anything you want and then 10 years later you die. I wouldn't mind dying at 27, i would have a good last 10 years.

unfortunately i think i will die alone. i can't even imagine myself being in love and i could never settle for anyone. i don't want to die alone but ive never seen my life ending in any other way.

heelshouse wrote:I can't even imagine myself being in love, and i could never settle for anyone.

You might find somebody you liked. ... I did. ....several times.

I think so. I would actually prefer it that way, as it has been all my life. no drama and a different adventure, perhaps.

"Just give me an easy life and a peaceful death"

Yes.