Using depression to overcome anxiety(+ advice for virgins)

I would have absolutely no problem losing my virginity to a prostitute or escort. The problem is I'm housebound, and still live with my parents. So my situation makes it pretty much impossible to even hire a escort.

D=

The parents must leave the house sometime, right?

Update- I went for another session last night. I picked her up and she shows me her wedding ring. It;s got 13 diamonds in it. I'm like huh? Don't you know 13 is unlucky. She didn't have a clue. Oh yeah - the husband. You want to know about that? Later. Read on.

She seems to have had more practice - she did a better job this time. I'm not crazy about her tongue piercing though. It can feel a little hard. I finished up pretty quick but it was MUCH better than last time.

But then before my hour is up her husband calls and needs money. She says "I gave you money - what'd you do with it?" He' says "you know" So he drops by and she leaves the motel room naked to give him cash. And the dog - her puppy (cute cute!) really needed to go for a walk. The husband is going into drug rehab tomorrow. That will last a month. So I'll do one more session with her in two weeks and then move on. If she doesn't get arrested soon. That wasn't very discrete of her, going out naked. She won't need to do this anyway if her husband gets straight and gets a job.

This is all very unavoidant of me, seeing a married prostitute. Isn't it?

Oh yeah - forgot to tell you. I found a couple of girls in upstate NY who do a 2 girl massage. I'm going to be in the area next weekend so I e-mailed them. They gave me the name of a quite out of the way motel. They promise a happy ending (hj) This is going to be very hot.