how do you feel in relation to the world around you?

I used to prefer to be alone, too. But now, all I seem to think about is how lonely I am.

Alternating feelings of Avoidance and Narcissism? Yes I can relate to that alot....

Man it's good to hear someone say that. It's hard as HELL to get a "regular" person to understand that. In fact I think its impossible.

I simultaneously feel like I'm too good for this world and not good enough for this world.

It's the same for me.