Using depression to counter anxiety

I did it the other day. I feel like busting muself up in my car. I wrote about it in the depression forum. Since I don't care my anxiety about sex was reduced. So i called one of those cragslist chicks and met her at a motel. She was hot but needs some practice. Good oral, but bad with her hand. Almost pulled my little pecker off!

I still feel like crap. No end in sight for my dental suffering problem. What else should I do? Maybe if I jump off a building and flap my arms hard enough I could fly .

Very hot. The first time is never supposed to be that great though.

Was this woman a hooker?

Of course she's a hooker. Not a real good one. Seems like she hasn't been doing it for very long. But she was so hot. I know I'm just and insect with cash to her. But I don't care.