by emotionaltyphoon » Sat Aug 02, 2008 9:34 am
I smoke 10-15 a day. I don't want to quit. I love smoking. One of the few pleasures I can indulge in and enjoy. First thing I do when I wake up is smoke, and the last thing I do is also smoke! Sometimes I unfortunately do feel guilty, because it's been absolutely drilled that I'm gonna get cancer, it's a slow painful death, it causes impotence, and it harms my unborn baby if I get pregnant!!!! And being the paranoid little moron that I am I sometimes feel palpitation or some discomfort on my chest and turn into some hypochondriac fool, exploding the actual severity of it.
Yet I don't really care, I genuinly love smoking. There's nothing like putting some music on, laying on the bed and lighting one up. As a formality I guess I should say don't start, it's bad for you and I don't condone the act of smoking.
But it's true, it's a complete money drainer. Especially in the UK... I mean damn, 7 freakin pounds for a pack! I was going to switch to rollies, apparently they're cheaper, but I can't be bothered to roll one everytime I get a fit. It's already bad enough they've banned it everywhere, and the wind is never close to normal strengths in scotland :/