What do you think would cure you?

I used to take morphine pills before school so i would be alot more relaxed but i ended up zoning out the whole day and didn't learn a thing so i stopped that. One thing that might help me would be some anti-depressants but that means i have to go to the doctor and i really don't feel like telling the doctor about myself.

Thats why i don't tell any family or friends about me, i'm afraid they'll say that and what they'll think of me then leave me because of how messed up i am.

I would go to my friends first if i ever did tell someone.

My family is those people that are ignorant to mental issues. They would just say "snap out of it" like it is something i could try to stop whenever i wanted to.

People who tell us to 'snap out of it' don't undestand anything about us. We shouldn't be angry with them though because that is just how they are and we cannot change them.

I am never afraid of telling anybody about myself. I don't know why you guys are afraid. My take on it is that if the person I'm telling doesn't like me after I tell them, then so what? I just became very tired of hiding my true self, so, now I just tell people who I really am. It means that I now have contact with more people who understand me, than those who don't (A few years ago, it was the reverse).

So, don't be afraid, no matter who it is you're talking too. If they don't like you for you you are, stuff them and don't bother with them again.

Kevin