Ikari Shinji wrote:Whoa there... I simply forgot to paste it by mistake, I edited my previous post to include it now. Besides Extraversion? I mean, Extraversion? We ALL know the results are going to be low.
Well, on the SPD forum there is this entire "secret schizoid" thing where a schizoid lives in a way to hide his SPD and therefore avoids getting too much attention. Those can end up scoring in the 50+ in some extraversion variables. They aren't the "basic schizoid" though.
Ikari Shinji wrote:One thing I noticed is... The results say you're friendlier than me... I mean, do I suck at socializing THAT badly. I mean to be beaten by an SPD in friendliness.
I have always seen SPDs as better at socializing than AvPDs when they have too. Remember that the basic schizoid isn't actually "afraid" of talking or being with people, they just don't have any interests in socializing and can often end up feeling chocked after being around people for too long. In short I see SPDs as having the capacity but not the will to talk to people and AvPDs as having the will but not the capacity to talk. Leading most of the time an SPD to be more silent than a AvPD but then would have no problems talking when they have to. That's the way I feel anyway. SPDs are "more quiet but less shy".
I had no real problem during my oral presentations at school, but of course always ended up with poor grades on the presentation.
Also, unlike AvPD, SPD is actually pretty easy to hide. An AvPD won't be able to hide it because of the stress and anxiety. But usually an SPD don't have that stress or anxiety. If an SPD just stays natural, he will pretty much look like a brickwall, and it can go so far as to make you look like as if you didn't even have a soul. This of course will gather way too much attention, and most SPD will prefer to pretend to be extraverted than to answer the never ending "are you ok?" "are you down?" "are you sleepy?" "are you high?" "OMG did you just have a stroke?". The actual lack of shyness of most SPD can pretty much let them pretend to have virtually any personality. The problem is that if you get "too" expressive and later just don't feel like it, people will end up thinking that the "expressive persona" is "the real one", and the "brickwall" is a mask you put on. A few people will completely REFUSE to accept that maybe the "brickwall" IS the real persona and the expressive one IS the mask. Some schizoids will struggle to find a middle ground, and some others (say, 99% of schizoids) will just think "why bother..." and completely dump the entire concept of trying to socialize without gathering too much attention.
And for the "friendliness". I consider myself a "friendly" person, but by that score they mean your desire and capacity to have friends. I consider that I have maybe 2 or 3 friends, but nowadays it's always them inviting me, and I only go if they really want to see me.
Ikari Shinji wrote:A godless liberal... I wouldn't exactly say that. I am agnostic... not so much in the "I dunno if god exists" and more like "I don't give a ###$ if god exists because we're still stuck here and life still sucks.". And about politics I have the same policy: "I don't honestly care what happens or who wins because that won't change the fact that life sucks."
It's not life that sucks, it's the people afflicted by it. The world sucks too, this is why people are attracted by it; it's not the gravity. My theory is proven in that the more a person sucks, the more people are attracted by it.
Ikari Shinji wrote:You're computer... exploded? As in literally exploded?
Only the power supply... I thought at least the motherboard would have died with it, but the entire computer is fine after all.
Ikari Shinji wrote:Well, anyway about orderliness... Yes I do care a lot about order and I do enjoy organizing stuff and I mean it's almost a sexual experience.

I can spend hours finding new ways to organize my videogame collection (by console, release date, alphabetical order) and after finding the exact perfect order I feel a deep desire to take it all apart just to have the pleasure of doing it again

I actually "like" order, but I cannot bring myself to put things in order... chaos inevitably ends up winning. I mean how can a mere mortal fight against entropy? This view is shared by 100% of the schizoid population.
For example, my emulator ROMs:
I have a directory for them:
d:\games\snes\roms
But then, I have a directory for those I just downloaded (3 years ago or more):
d:\downloads
(this directory also includes files like musics I just downloaded, videos I just downloaded, files I dragged and dropped there by accident and didn't bother to take back.)
But then, I backuped my "D:" hard drive on my C:, and my D: also included a backup of the E: drive that contained a rom directory under downloads, so I also have a few roms there:
C:\D\E\BackupD\Downloads\Roms\SNES
My friend bursts laughing whenever he logs on my computer...