sick of trying

I'm feeling really depressed, life is completely meaningless and pointless. If I could click my fingers and I would be gone I would do it. 30 years, I have been battling this. never ending clouds with no rays of sunshine. I keep running into brick walls and I am just so sick and tired of it. Im sick of trying.

I often feel like that- but we really don't have many good options. I tell myself there's always a chance things will get better. Every day above ground, is a good one. It sounds hollow but that's the long and short of it. I'm not excused from not keeping on, keeping on. So I will... keep trying.

Hello, same here. I'm 33 and I'm more lonely that even. Until 30 I think i was getting slightly better every year, but now i have no one to go out for a coffee. And i m having therapy for many years.

Anna123d wrote:Hello, same here. I'm 33 and I'm more lonely that even. Until 30 I think i was getting slightly better every year, but now i have no one to go out for a coffee. And i m having therapy for many years.

Same here. 33 and felt some improvement up until the age of 30, but since then only downhill. Focusing on health & fitness like a fanatic, maxed out on psych medications, and still every moment is intolerable agony. Seems it will only get worse with age and chances I die of natural causes are less and less. No solution in sight I’m afraid.