Well I'm Finally Getting Help...

Thank lily for taking the time to write out the advice. I'm glad things are looking up for you.

I went to the therapist today. I guess it went OK for a first time. She seems like a nice person and doesn't come off as condescending. I think she might want to do EMDR.

It's exactly 3 weeks with the pills and I'm feeling better.

Sounds like you are doing the right things, Skyflyz, I am sure things will get better.