idkiritiri wrote:I used to be like this a lot when I was younger and catch myself doing it still sometimes but when I was younger I asked myself why I was doing this [always picking at myself] and i found that people around me were defining me. Not necessarily verbally, but by going with the flow, so-to-speak. I am someone who can be invisible one on one with someone.. anyways it wasnt until I defined something that was just mine that I gained some control over it.. I dont know if this is something you can connect to but this is what I found of myself.
Edit: I feel like i am wrong here, so please dont read into this post too much.
There is a word that intrigued me . Define.
I hate being defined.
Ill give you a little example.
When we were younger playing video games, my friends picked a username and sticked with it.
I changed it every game.
I hate being defined because perhaps im afraid i will be stuck like that, like my definition.
( i used hate and afraid in the same sentence :O )
-- Wed Apr 13, 2016 9:20 pm --
NoM8s wrote:Sometimes I feel that people just agreeing with me means that they're humouring me, or it's because I'm dominating them with the force of my personality, or my charm is actually working and I become quite self concious about that. I might feel a bit embarrased by someone defering to my wisdom when there's probably something wrong with what I'm saying and a more critical person would say how my opinions are a bit stupid.
That's deep. I drowned in it.
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