Poll: Self Image

I might be an alright size and shape, but I don't think so. I'm 5ft 2? and 12.5 stone (80kg), I'm always comparing myself to others and covering myself up in clothes.

I don't mind looking in the mirror but sometimes I look okay, other I am fat and I just sit in baggy clothes. God forbid if anyone ever saw my stomach or my fat stumpy legs, I'd rather keep them covered up to save people pointing and laughing.

I think I'm pretty. Sometimes even beautiful. I know I don't tend to exude confidence in this area though, or any area for that matter. I grew up doing beauty pageants, and a good majority of the time I won. I've always been told I'm beautiful. I'm awful at taking compliments, I never know what to say, so I usually just mumble a thanks and shrug. I'm very tiny, and recently I gained my heaviest weight yet and since then I've noticed that I'm starting to look it, and I've had a dramatic decrease in my appetite, but I try to eat. i don't think I've finished a whole meal in over a week (not that I've ever ate much to begin with). I know my weight shouldn't bother me, because so many people would kill to be my size, but its more than I'm used to, and I don't like it.