creative_nothing wrote:It seens that in this test, intimacy avoidance is involved at AvPD. I thought those questions were more schizoid, while avoidants would crave for intimacy.
I prefer to keep romance out of my life.
I enjoy being in love.
I prefer being alone to having a close romantic partner.
Not that I can speak for everyone, but Avoidants crave the IDEA of intimacy, but they hang back hard from ACTUAL intimacy. It is easier to be alone, almost by default.
I answered a "Somewhat True" score to the question "I enjoy being in love," but I have never been in love with a person. The endorphin/dopamine rush associated with being in love can also be triggered by other things like an obsession with William Blake or Nietzsche, or studying how to get in touch with the divine, or a thousand other things. But having a romantic partner...? That sounds terrifying, and an awful lot of mundane work and sharing which intellectual ideas don't demand of you.
BTW, the PDs that were highlighted in red for me were Avoidant and Schizotypal. Hey I'm 45 years old and have been seeing a therapist for almost 20 years. Tell me something I don't know.

But a hearty thanks to the Original Poster who created the spreadsheet...I learned a thing or two about Google Sheets, which I didn't know existed until 2 hours ago.
