by snookiebookie » Sun Jul 09, 2017 7:21 am
UPDATE
It is sometime since I posted the original post.
I came off of pregabalin about a year ago.
At first is was like a wonder drug. I felt chilled and calm, much like I expect marijuana would make you feel (never actually tried it). There was a gentle sedative effect, which is what you need with chronic, crunching, churning anxiety. It also solves any sleep issues you have, as it knocks you out.
However, the problem that I found was tolerance. Slowly over a course of months the effects seemed to diminish. I presume as my body became tolerant to it. The answer, increase your dose (under the advice of my GP). The wonderful effects kicked again.
Sadly, after a month or so, I felt the effects wearing off again and the familiar feeling of anxiety creeping in.
Eventually, I figured that there would be limit to how much I could take. There is a maximum dose. I would get to a point where I would not be able to increase the dose anymore. There I would be stuck on an high dosage and still have the anxiety. I reasoned that I may as well take nothing and have the anxiety if it was going to return anyway.
At the completely the wrong time of my life (so much was going on) and without medical advice I pretty much went cold turkey. Bad idea. It is suggested that you withdraw gradually. It was two or three weeks of hell. I had all sorts of feelings and emotions and physical symptoms - all of which could have been avoided by withdrawing correctly!
I haven't really missed being on the meds. If I could have maintained the feelings that I had in the first few days/weeks, then I would still be on it. I did not have major side effects whilst on it.
In my opinion it is worth taking for a short while, to give you a break from the symptoms of anxiety. But as with most meds it is not a cure, but a tool for handling the symptoms.
No official DX but I still struggle with mental health issues constantly.
Symptoms of Social and Generalised Anxiety Disorder.
Strongly identify with Avoidant Personality Disorder.
Feel that I possibly have some kind of emotional trauma/Complex PTSD.