I hate people...

ha ha ha! yep- londoners are notorious for being rude and unsociable- which sometimes is really cool but other times you wanna hit ppl. i swing between the 2... ha ha...

but u know, seriously, i know u don't like to mingle much, but try to get out your shell more and be nicer to ppl. smiling at someone doesn't mean you have to become best buddies and hang out. it just is nicer to be nice to someone with no strings attached rather than being miserable. when i'm in a #######5 mood- i know i hate being around ppl, but find if someone smiles at me or says something nice, i perk right up. or else if i smile at someone even when i'm not in the mood to, i actually start to feel better. wierd. try it- it might actually serve as some therapy for your avoidant thingie...