Camelidae wrote:What are you going to do with that knowledge? It does not change anything about who you are. If anything, it changes the way you see yourself.
Out of curiosity, for how long have you felt this way, at a stretch?
edit. Just thinking: Weren´t you pretty pissed/enraged about some court-related stuff not too long ago? Talking about flat affect?
ya, it just changes how I see myself, bout it. It's mostly for knowledge sake though. I have nothing else to do, might as well learn some stuff.
lets see, before I was homeless I liked being around people. Didn't have the best conversation skills, but I still liked being around people. After I became homeless I started to avoid people, spend minimal time around people. I would sleep at my friends apartment but I was always off by myself playing pool or on a computer alone. I would probably spend at least 5-7 hours a day playing pool against myself. the rest of the day I would be at the computer lab just surfing around. Didn't feel like dealing with people, didn't want to be around them, just wanted to do my own thing. Then I went to jail, got out and my I kinda had a little more desire to be around people. But as of about 4-5 weeks ago that desire slipped away gradually until I noticed it yesterday.
I don't think it would necessarily be flat affect, more like blunted affect.
Ya that's what gets me. 9/10 I usually don't have much a response to the situation, but every once in a while I will get pissed off. It's either pissed off, a mild chuckle or nothing. Haven't laughed my ass off since I was like 9. Not much variety. I guess early childhood to about 16ish I would get depressed or dissociated( not entirely sure which one it was that happened) also, but that has dropped out and it doesnt happen anymore. So now it's just pissed off every once in a while, mild chuckle or no discernible reaction.
-- Mon Feb 06, 2012 1:31 pm --
PonderThis wrote:Schizoid is the same thing as schizophrenia, isn't it? (I hate to show my ignorance.) Petrossa often talked about how the brain abnormalities are quite similar (between autism/aspergers and schizophrenia) and how they sometimes occur in the same families, and I know someone with a family like that too. It stuck in my mind because I used to have a girlfriend who was diagnosed schizophrenic.
I thought one of the main and most important differences was, schizophrenics hear voices.
I think they are in a similar family, but schizoids don't hear voices like ya said. schizoid and schizophrenic are different though.