Excited Knowledge wrote:hi catslave, this thread is only a month old. but if its as serious
as what i went through then i can say from my experience that
avoiding embarissment will only make you hate yourself more in the end.
you deserve it when you avoid it.
it is possible that you will be in love and obsessed with her forever.
i was eye-diagnosed with asperger but never receved a clinical diagnosis.
when i was in 8th grade i fell in love with a girl
but never found the courage to talk to her ever.
i let thousands of opportunities pass. all i did was stalk her.
now im 23 i haven't seen her in 4 years and
i still feel rewarded when i think about seeing her again.
i never had a girlfriend and as i am now i dont think im fit to be with anyone
though im still trying to work up the courage to ask my friend to introduce me to her
i dont know how she will react but its never going to stop eating at me.
even if she strings me along and uses me it will be a life worth living
cause when you have a$s-burgers you'll be happier by accepting your life is a joke
someone has got to do it. its a noble and humbling pursuit.
so if you or any other aspie experiencing some kind of obsessive radicalized love
didnt tell her, try to understand that you have to.
if you did not see the book of mormon do what this song says
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vq0SvQRxt3Y
seriously or you'll be sorry
Thanks. Yep finally I asked her [more or less and I think that she hasn't even noticed that I was in lvoe with her jajaja] and my obsession decieved
