Hi! I do not see the direct realtion between free will and existentialism....too big of a word, period, or thought movement?...
I believe in free will, and also accept the fact that this might be apparently limited to a limited context.
I say apparently because a couple of times in my life, i have heard things that at the moment i could not understand, yet i have kept them within, many years later, they have become a soort of compas in my life, which means to me...that we grow out of that limited context,
that our boundaries do not remain always the same, if we dare to think, to try out of the box.
i share with you those phrases...maybe they do not make sense to you. but both drew a new horizon to me when i heard them.
1.- make always life-giving options
ten years later: dare to dream what you don't yet dare to think....
to me free will, is not only making choices within our current possibilites,\it also has to do with these two phrases. With realizing and accepting that we know so little about human nature, and that our possibilities are gigantic if we dare to open ourselves to the unknown.
daring, meant in my young years, just walking through everything and everybody and going for IT! after crashing myself in one and many ways, I personally came to terms with my Creator and felt compelled to listen what his plan was for me....
the last 25 years of my life are the result of a 180 degree change in the direction of my life.
i can say today, that i think God has a wider, bigger, deeper capacity to be creative, and that the things that i have gone throught i could not have dreamed of them, 25 years ago....
opening myself to something/someone greater than me, understanding me as a piece of a greater work, has allowed me to grow out of myself....
of course there have been difficulties, and still are....
one time someone said...i am so happy with my life ! are you happy? and i looked within myself, and i thought, i do not if this is happiness, i only know that i have the life that i have chosen.
Now i add, that it gives me a soort of peace within myself, finding my place within, as small as it may be, there is a reason why we are here.