Death Fantasies - Do You Have Them?

Demon wrote:We've talked a lot about murder fantasies on this site in the past, but I'm curious how many of you have actually fantasized about being murdered by someone or just dying in general, one way or another.

So, here are some questions for all of you who have had death fantasies:

I wouldn't really call mine fantasies as much as I would call them nightmares, waking and sleeping.

Demon wrote:- In what way do you imagine dying in your fantasies?

Always asphyxiation and in some very claustrophobic setting.

Demon wrote:- Is it a sexual turn on to fantasize about dying or is there some other reason behind it?

Definitely not sexual, probably brought on by some repressed trauma.

Demon wrote:- Have you ever considered fulfilling your fantasy in real life?

Fukc no

Demon wrote:- Have you ever put yourself in a dangerous position that could have killed you in the same way you fantasize about dying? If yes, explain.

A couple of times, in the water.

Demon wrote:I personally don't have death fantasies, only murder ones, but it would be interesting to see other people's responses to this thread from those who do.

Hi !

Under the influence of my past, and the present life I have (though it's a good one), I always identified my self as a person who has not been living a profitable life for the people around him. Though I was never bad or a bully, I was and am never satisfied by my existance, as a matter of fact I'm the type who inspires the people and the philosophy of not giving a damn and moving on if anyone did anything to me or offended me because I "Owe them"

All this gives my daydreaming ability a very good reason eveyday when I am on my own to have fantasies about dying and being sacrificed for someone or a group of people... Dying like a hero...
So when people come to my funeral..they think to themselves: "ok, his life was so f--ked up, atleast he died epic and profitable"

P.s:
All this has to do NOTHING with my sexual feelings

So basically, you refuse to be a commodity and/or slave to humanity.

Which makes you fantasize about death.

And it has nothing to do with your sexual feelings.

Sounds like you got things all figured out. So when are you going on your first heroic mass shooting?




Anyways... Yeah, today for the first time ever, I had a sensation and thoughts while awake which I normally do during a nightmare. I've been familiar with how my nightmares unfold, but this was the first time ever I "had a dream" and "felt it", while awake.

OK, I'm new to this forum so I may need a little time to get used to it.
I found it whilst trying to find out why I get death fantasies and what, if anything is wrong with me.

I've always had fantasies of near death experiences. But not only that, I fantasise about violent incidents. And also sometimes death and my funeral.

I'm not particularly worried about the fantasies I have, as I'm not wanting to kill myself, or hurt anyone...but I am kind of disappointed with myself for thinking these things, as I have a daughter who I love deeply. It upsets me a little, that even though my daughter needs me, I still think about a violent situation or dying every day.
If I'm in a plane, I'll imagine a mid air crash. I don't specifically think of the death part, but just the episode actually happening. Even hoping it to happen.
I've often imagined my car being in a head on smash and me with horrific injuries or no legs etc. I would never try to make this happen, but I can't help thinking about it.

Also, when I'm walking along the street, I'm constantly hoping for someone to start a fight with me, or hit their girlfriend, or snatch a handbag so I have a reason get involved and cause violence to someone (for a good cause of course), I wouldn't create a situation.
I often fantasise about a gang who choose to pick on me. I always fight, and always lose, but this feels jus as good, if not better than winning.

Basically, I think I just want violent incidences to happen to me.

I am not scared of things like most people. I will walk through dangerous neighbourhoods, if someone told me a plane was not likely to make a trip because it was too old, I'd go on it. etc etc.

I think I have a sort of invincibility thing. I don't believe I'm going to die.
In the same way some people are so paranoid that they are going to die that they would never go on a plane...I'm the complete opposite. I want to go on a plane which travels through a terrible storm and want to be in it as it's torn apart, as I don't believe anything will happen to me.
I want to be in the jungles of Vietnam at the time of the war, as it would be an amazing experience. I want to go to war as I don't think I will die. I know I'd be the craziest, most determined fighter as I'd feel I was invincible. I'm obviously not invincible though as I'm human, but I don't really care about that either, as I also fantasise about my funeral (which I suppose is very common). I really can't bear to think of me just passing away as an old man. I need excitement. I need to know I'm dying. I fantasise about things like this all the time.

I think there is something wrong with me but I don't know what it is.
I don't want to tell my doctor because I don't want it on my records.
It's not a big deal to me, but I'm really interested about learning about myself.

I hop ei haven't bored you all to death.
Please could you point me in the direction of any forums/threads you think may help me.
Thanks

Nah, nothing wrong apart from the part of you thinking there's something wrong. You're bored and you want excitement so you daydream about things that excite you. That's all, and everyone does it to different extents.

I plan on living forever. Death is for pussies.

I never fantasize about my own death, only others... very seldom...

skillsforilz wrote:I plan on living forever. Death is for pussies.

Haaaaaa........you sound about 15.

Please film the moment that you realise your own mortality. I'm sure we could all do with a good laugh puny Earth thing.

Occasionally

I've just come across this forum and found this thread fascinating.

In the real world I'm submissive when it comes to sex and I think my fantasies go where there are no limits. It is just fantasy and stays in my head. Being killed must surely be the ultimate in submission.

I'm always a willing 'victim' being used by hot sadistic guys for their sexual gratification. Often I watch them killing others knowing it'll soon be my turn. My fantasies vary and involve being beaten up by fit kickboxers, tortured and killed. I get stabbed with weapons, tools and implements; anything sharp! Usually sliced open and gutted before having my throat slit. I love the idea of my killers getting off on what they're doing to me.

I think fantasies are a safe way to express ourselves, are perfectly normal and serve a purpose. I have no problem with violent fantasies. I have no desire for my fantasies to come true or interest in real violence. Real violence sickens me as it does anyone else.

I am safe, sane and normal!