AsPD female and incest

One, you're right the wording was perhaps not the best. I should have said it's highly unlikely I was ever sexually abused. I suppose no one could say for certain for a fact they were never abused.

It was something that was looked at with me when I was 14 and diagnosed with Conduct Disorder and Add when I was sentenced to time in a juvenile psychiatric facility. It was explored more during my court ordered therapy later on as well. I have questioned my Parents on it just out of curiosity as well... why leave a stone unturned? I've never felt as if I've been sexually abused and had any reason to suspect it's happened. I know neither of my parents would have done anything... I suppose 'know' is another strong word... I should say I'm fairly certain they'd never. My Dad was well still is Military, I'm much like him even though I didn't grow up around him past 9 years old (Dad cheated parents divorced). My Dad has AsPD traits... whether he is AsPD or not I don't know. My Mother was abused and was always over protective of my sister and I while we were Children... she never left us with people she didn't know well (Not that you know in most cases even your best friend's demons).

Anyhow, none of my Psychiatrists or Psychologists growing up ever felt like it was a very likely thing to have occurred. I've had psychiatrists involved in my life since I was 5.... I had some early on disturbing (by their definition) cruel behaviors.

wisdom's article wrote:
When someone presents for treatment and is diagnosed with a personality disorder its not always apparent if traumatic incest occurred. The patient in many, if not most, cases will be in denial, or will have totally repressed the events.

This seems disturbingly reminiscent of Freudian psychoanalysis and the exploring of the patient's repressed memories; memories which often turned out to be "false memories" brought on by the therapist's suggestions and insistence. They actually did a study about the very nature of false memories, which involved a "therapist" describing to the participants that, in childhood, they had gotten lost in a store and were found by a man who brought them back to their parents. By the end of the study, the participants were describing the appearance of the man and the store in full detail, only to find out that they had never gotten lost in the store. Ironically, I've used this very method of implanting false memories to torture people.

Anyway, back to my point... The major concern with antisocials/psychopaths and this particular method is not only implanting false memories, but encouraging the clients to manipulate the therapy and use mommy and daddy as a scapegoat for their behaviour. Actually, I think the latter would be more likely. It's much like how the Joker duped Harley Quinn, or that $#%^ Casey Anthony tried to pull with her dad to win the juror's sympathies.

I, for one, am a psychopath. I was abused, but not by incest. And the actions of my father would not have changed the fact that I am a psychopath.

The Incest Profile

Attitudes and Personality traits

Anger, irritability: Most definitely.
Jealousy: No. I'm content with the fact that I'm better than everyone else.
Emotional volatility: Heavens no. I'm a psychopath! Behavioural volatility, occasionally. But my behaviours have little to do with emotions.
Mistrust suspiciousness: Yes, but for good reason.
Irresponsibility, disregard for social rules and customs: Yes. It is absolutely thrilling to me to violate social norms.
Manipulativeness, exploitativeness: I've been dubbed a "Magnificent Bastard" among friends, and a "Evilly Affable" among enemies.
Seductiveness: "Hello, Clarice..."
Deceitfulness: Lying is what I do.
Secretiveness: It's a necessity. And, I'll admit, a bit fun.
Coyness: If you count the archaic definition, "disdainful and aloof", then yes.
Dependency: No. I am violently independent.
Hostility: Yes. I am violent.
Low self-esteem: No. See "Jealousy".
Masochism: I prefer to hold the whip, thank you.
Shame: I haven't had the misfortune of experiencing that. How does it relate to embarrassment?


Symptoms

Sexual dysfunction (viz., frigidity, extreme avoidance of sex; hypersexuality with nymphomania): Neither.
Depression, suicidal preoccupation and behavior: No.
Self-mutilation: Nope.
Impulse dyscontrol (viz., rage outbursts, substance abuse, antisocial behavior) [Episodic dyscontrol syndrome (EDS, or sometimes just dyscontrol), is a pattern of abnormal, episodic, and frequently violent and uncontrollable antisocial behavior in the absence of significant provocation]: Rage outbursts, on small occasions, but I oft manage to control them.
Anxiety, Fearfulness: No.
Dissociative tendencies (viz., psychogenic fugue, multiple personality disorder): No.
Dysmorphophohia [Body Dysmorphic Disorder - fixation on an imaginary flaw in the physical appearance. In cases in which a minor defect truly exists, the individual with body dysmorphic disorder exhibits an inordinate amount of anguish. Body dysmorphic disorder often is encountered in dermatologic and cosmetic surgery settings.]: No.
Extreme avoidance of gaze: No. I stare people down.
Nightmares: Is it considered a nightmare if I thoroughly enjoy having them and am rarely frightened? If no, then... no.


Disturbances in Object Relations

Distorted attitudes toward sex: a tilting toward sex as a power-mechanism or enslavement or punishment of the partner, rather than as a pleasure and bonding mechanism; occasionally, a turning away from men altogether and toward homosexual object choice (especially where offending relative was cruel or humiliating); occasionally, an avoidance of specific sexual acts indulged in by the offending relative: Well, I certainly don't think of it as a bonding mechanism. And I have joyously contemplated bending thee Eric over my desk and ######6 him out of dominance, but other than that, no, not really.
Abnormalities in intimacy with either avoidance of men or (more commonly) stormy relationships, with a tendency to choose abusive partners reminiscent of the original offending relative: Considering I'm a married man and mostly heterosexual, I do avoid intimate relationships with men... just as a general rule.
Primacy of the dominance/submission mode in intimate relationships, with impairment in the capacity for the (more mature) mode of cooperativeness: No. I can cooperate.
Ambivalence, with a tendency to oscillate between adoration and vilification (a manifestation of "splitting"): No. And that seems much more like a borderline trait than ASPD.
Infidelity: Oddly, no. I've never cheated on either of my wives.
Possessiveness: "It's mine!" ... Yes.
Intense loyally to abusing relative, especially to a father, with inability to form enduring attachment to any other male: No. I hate my father.

Blackster/Zhawq/AshMeyers/Psychofriendd

Yada, yada, yada.

http://www.psychopathingwritings.com

Off with that mask, Myers.

pittehkitteh wrote:Off with that mask, Myers.

If you insist...

pittehkitteh wrote:Off with that mask, Myers.

http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/forum/ ... board.html

^ I mean look at what this persona does at the 4D non-moderated forum. Keep an eye on this one imo.

Psychofriend/Psychofriendd/AshMeyers/Blackster/PsychoLover/ ...... and more....

Keeping an eye on this one is a good thing imo.

http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/forum/post.html

The moron is the OP and half of the posters.

DayWreck wrote:
Keeping an eye on this one is a good thing imo.

I love it when your eyes are all over me!

Myers wrote:

DayWreck wrote:
Keeping an eye on this one is a good thing imo.

I love it when your eyes are all over me!

Good then it's a win-win.

By the way. I'd rather have the eyes on you than me.

There's a difference.

My piece is over.

Continue on....

DayWreck wrote:

Myers wrote:

DayWreck wrote:
Keeping an eye on this one is a good thing imo.

I love it when your eyes are all over me!

Good then it's a win-win.

By the way. I'd rather have the eyes on you than me.

There's a difference.

My piece is over.

Continue on....

I'm just taking the piss out of you, lad (or is it lass?). I've no idea what you're on about.