AsPD female and incest

ROFL this is the joke of the century - you guys really think that Myers has anything to do with 4d etc??!?

Just hilarious

Coming from one who still uses multiple nicks in trolling over 'there', well I can understand why you say what you do.

All one has to do is read the posts of these nicks and then use their own minds. Not mine. Not yours.

Their own.

DayWreck wrote:All one has to do is read the posts of these nicks and then use their own minds. Not mine. Not yours.

Their own.

Normally, I would lay claim to these identities and revel in the notoriety. But I've read a few of the posts written by the persons you claim me to be, and, quite frankly, I don't like their remarks... So I deny your accusations.

Yeah don't think Meyers is that focused to be all those posters. Lol
Thread officially derailed but "psychopathic writings" was an interesting link if Meyers wrote it.

Everyone interested in the original post here: AsPD female and incest
I'm going to consolidate things and move forward with that in the HPD forum only.
Here===>HPD forum
If you are AsPD female with real/suspected history of incest you are most welcome to post there.

To wrap up here:

Onebravegirl wrote:I was told by my Therapist that very likely I was molested before I was at an age to use language. Memories without words are very difficult to tap into. Incestuous abuse as a baby-most likely. I dont have ASPD, but I strongly believe my father does.

OneBraveGirl,

Wow that's harsh. So sorry to hear that.

Art / music therapy?

http://www.scienceinafrica.co.za/2003/march/abuse.htm

Alice,

Great post. Wow you are honing in on your issues!

dissociation - remember this: histrionic-personality/topic55482.html
Also ping orion on dissociation. I remember he was very good with that.

In my book look at:
International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation.

And also
Ruth Blizard, PhD
She's 5 hours from Toronto by car. Or you might collect up your entire file and write something specific on Dissociation and hire Ruth for a outside consult. She looks to me like a very good resource in that area.

OK - See you gals in the HPD forum going forward. And ,any others interested in PDs w/incest including AsPD w/incest.

•Anger, irritability
•Jealousy
•Emotional volatility

That part is a definite no to a point of being a complete antithesis.

I'm the least emotionally volatile person I know. In fact I'm so emotionally flat that schizoids thought it was werid.

I guess nobody can be 100% sure what happened to him/her as a small toddler before long term memory began. I think in my case abuse would be highly unlikely - my mother was not working when I was a small kid and she or my dad were always with me. Other than that, the only people who had any significant access to me as a small baby were probably my grandparents and my grand-aunt, but even taht was usually in a public setting (zoo, walks in the park etc). If it was anyone, it would have to be my parents - mostly my mom who I spent the vast majority of my time as a small child.

None of these people ever had any sexual issues or acted in a way that I would remember as indication of pedophilia. This all is highly unlikely to the point of being somewhat absurd.

I see this was posted years ago but I hope someone responds. I've been searching for some type of starting point. I just went through a 4 month relationship with this beautiful amazing girl that just ended out of no where. I can not put this intensity or compatibility or soulmate ish picture together for you through this blog. But we were in love i thought. Her part and Her in general in the relationship seems very much psychopathy related. I have been trying to read about how child hood sexual abuse relates to it. But heres what I'm getting at. After she left me I started to really wonder if she was abused by her father or brother. She told me she was raped like at like 19 and she was 21 when i met her. She was anxious to sleep with me once we started dating and also to be "official". Something never felt right about her rape story. She wanted demanded pretty extreme masoxhitc sex and humiliation. She would talk about shame. Self worth. And told me i was helping her so much with everything. I know I could have been more reserved about my sexual re-birth I guess... That I felt with her because I've never had a girl like this one, extremely smart musically talented and beautful. I mean like looks like she's from a different bloodline or something type goddess; I've never had any girl ask me to have this kind of sex. She told me her family is in her "intrusive thoughts" in regards to her rape... But that's all I ever got.

I'm distraught because I fear that she really was trying to open up to me but decided she isn't ready and left me. I was and still am ready to be there for her. She had such this loyalty to her family especially her father and brother, her father was so awkward wouldn't hug her or tell her he loved her. Wouldnt touch her really. Her mom seemed to walk on eggshells. Everything about every second I ever spent at her house seemed like something was off. Oh. And no work with her now and I have to see her 2 or 3 days week and just look at her sad beautiful face and act like I never knew her. It sucks ... She fits like almost all these traits on this list... I feel like in would be risking my job if I tried to ask her to talk with me again. She left me so hostile and blocked my number i did nothing to her. The way she broke up with me itself screams something is terribly wrong... Please help I'm worried about her...

crystal_r wrote:My brother sexually abused me throughout my teenage years.

Gimme a link, want to see that crystal teenage incest abuse p+rn.