Schadenfreude (no humor allowed)

Oh? Explains why aj is always horny on here

ajrocker8 wrote:Do people here have to prove their gender? I don't think it matters much, but I assumed most people here were male when I first joined but it seems mostly female now that I've been here a while.

Being new I have also come to that conclusion.

Crystal, I can't say I've ever stolen anything. I always enjoyed manipulating things from people just because... a power thing perhaps... even little things like finding a window or door that was unlocked to open or breaking windows while someone was out and just knocking over a few items in their home without taking anything as I didn't want to bother carrying anything and then having to dispose of it somewhere... people's reaction to violation though I enjoy immensely! I just found it very, very enjoyable... I try to behave these days but I have to be careful not to try too hard or I seem to take a few jumps backwards.

I've never really envied anyone that I can remember off hand... I'm self employed and certain aspects of what I do can be highly competitive... I've been very angry when I've lost... I'm not sure if envy has been a component of that at all, it's possible.

Ez nam wrote:Oh? Explains why aj is always horny on here

If you can't stay on topic don't post in my thread.

So far, you're not doing a very good job at redeeming yourself since coming back barl.

Tempest80 wrote:Crystal, I can't say I've ever stolen anything. I always enjoyed manipulating things from people just because... a power thing perhaps... even little things like finding a window or door that was unlocked to open or breaking windows while someone was out and just knocking over a few items in their home without taking anything as I didn't want to bother carrying anything and then having to dispose of it somewhere... people's reaction to violation though I enjoy immensely! I just found it very, very enjoyable... I try to behave these days but I have to be careful not to try too hard or I seem to take a few jumps backwards.

I've never really envied anyone that I can remember off hand... I'm self employed and certain aspects of what I do can be highly competitive... I've been very angry when I've lost... I'm not sure if envy has been a component of that at all, it's possible.

Yes, their reactions are priceless

Behaving yourself can very hard. I find I have to indulge once in a while in pure schadenfreude though or else I just explode and do something I'll regret (get caught for). Sometimes it's just as simple as chucking a rock through an unsuspecting person's bay window on the way home from the club. Just small things every now and then to get a fix, if you know what I mean.

I don't like losing either, and I usually don't accept it. If someone beats me at work I slash their tires and plan their downfall. If someone's prettier than me or smarter than me I do everything within my power to get them fired or removed. I don't take losing very well - at all.

I find my impulsivity can really screw me over or mess up my plans out of no where though. Many close calls. Make's you feel alive

Thanks for your responses tempest.

crystal_r wrote:If you can't stay on topic don't post in my thread.

crystal_r wrote:Behaving yourself can very hard.
. . .
I find my impulsivity can really screw me over

crystal_r wrote:

Ez nam wrote:Oh? Explains why aj is always horny on here

If you can't stay on topic don't post in my thread.

Look who's talking

crystal_r wrote:So far, you're not doing a very good job at redeeming yourself since coming back barl.

I redeemed through pm

vertices wrote:

crystal_r wrote:If you can't stay on topic don't post in my thread.

crystal_r wrote:Behaving yourself can very hard.
. . .
I find my impulsivity can really screw me over

Those ideas are related to the topic in the context of the reply vertices. My schadenfreude tendencies are suppressed when I'm behaving myself. This increases the desire to cause and then derive pleasure from the suffering and misfortunes of others. My impulsivity makes me liable to expressing that pent-up desire and need for release when I shouldn't.

Barl's posts are outright off-topic or lead to off-topic replies.

Ez nam wrote:

crystal_r wrote:

Ez nam wrote:Oh? Explains why aj is always horny on here

If you can't stay on topic don't post in my thread.

Look who's talking

crystal_r wrote:So far, you're not doing a very good job at redeeming yourself since coming back barl.

I redeemed through pm

Just respect the thread barl. That's all I ask.

Please, I'm only deriving because other make me. Had you not complained about being Chris, I wouldn't have derived towards sexual idendity as a subject

Ok, so then there's no need to continue that particular discussion.

Back on topic.

I don't know where the topic is at