How would psychopaths react to eachother

Of course I know what you mean, that's what my reply meant. I didn't play with fire much except to burn fish alive when I was a kid. It's fun to inflict agonizing pain until the animal is dead, but I've never tried it on a human before. And I didn't mean better, I said battery, which is physically restraining someone against their will or consent, and if you rape them while you do it, that's getting pretty up close and personal and it's inflicting lots of physical and psychological pain on them, and they KNOW it's you doing it to them, so I agreed with what you said that intentionally causing damage with your victim's knowledge of the event is much more satisfying that merely burning someone's private property. That would give me less joy.

Borh Loko Pow Hey wrote:I do that to several people. Hence the hating me on purpose thing

Yeah- I know

That part kinda sucks

I find that I'm glad they hate me while I want them to hate me; but it doesn't last long. I do get over it and then they still hate me from before

What about you?

Do you get over it after you get it out and off your chest (feel vindicated) and then just act like nothing ever happened? Or does it stay hateful on your end (you hating them) even after you feel you've had your revenge and amends have been paid???

I don't like letting them know it's me. I make a web of people to act as I want them to, but I make it seem as I'm part of it. Works everytime.

ajrocker8 wrote:Of course I know what you mean, that's what my reply meant. I didn't play with fire much except to burn fish alive when I was a kid. It's fun to inflict agonizing pain until the animal is dead, but I've never tried it on a human before. And I didn't mean better, I said battery, which is physically restraining someone against their will or consent, and if you rape them while you do it, that's getting pretty up close and personal and it's inflicting lots of physical and psychological pain on them, and they KNOW it's you doing it to them, so I agreed with what you said that intentionally causing damage with your victim's knowledge of the event is much more satisfying that merely burning someone's private property. That would give me less joy.

OOhhh My mistake- sorry about that.

I am iffy on the rape thing though....

I've been raped and it's not nice; I wouldn't want a woman to be raped because I know what it feels like; however I would rape a man if I hated him enough, and yeah I would get off on it too- so that's wierd...

But yeah I want people to know it's me. I wouldn't feel fulfilled if they didn't know that.

I can understand you don't feel good about women being raped, but I have raped a woman and molested several others. None of them ever pressed charges so I'm lucky but it is an exciting experience to be on the rapist side of things. I would also love to rape a man someday if I got the chance, and if it were a man I'd love to beat the crap out of him too, I'm much more hostile towards men so I understand you there. But it seems to me that you being a woman would make it hard for you to rape a guy, but you could sure as hell molest him and hurt him pretty bad if you could manage it.

AliceWonders wrote:

Borh Loko Pow Hey wrote:I do that to several people. Hence the hating me on purpose thing

Yeah- I know

That part kinda sucks

I find that I'm glad they hate me while I want them to hate me; but it doesn't last long. I do get over it and then they still hate me from before

What about you?

Do you get over it after you get it out and off your chest (feel vindicated) and then just act like nothing ever happened? Or does it stay hateful on your end (you hating them) even after you feel you've had your revenge and amends have been paid???

I don't hate people longer than my attention span allows it... It saves alot of people around horrifying deaths. But, no, I don't revenge, I just do my evil bidding out of cruelty

-- Wed Aug 03, 2011 11:09 pm --

I don't see why you hate it... Personnally, (While it has never happened to me) rape leaves me very apathetic, on both sides

I just go on with my life like nothing ever happened. It's easy, just take the past and bury it if it's going to bother you in any way. It makes living in the moment so much more pleasant.

See... I can't lie...

The act of rape does turn me on and get me sexually arroused BUT I think it's more the violence, the brute force and the excitement expereinced by the aggressor that gets me turned on- then the way the victim is feeling, what she's expereincing, etc...

That's what I meant by 'iffy' it does turn me on in some wierd way; but it also (if I allow it) makes me feel badly for them- empathybecause I've been there myself.

Granted- I tend to dissociate from my self when it happens- I'm not 'in' my body, I'm hidding in my head and my body is forgien object until the deed is done. So I don't know what the mental torture of the actual event feels like. I don't know what it's like to be afraid and begging for it to stop, begging to be freed and such- I never did that myself. I just tuned out and turned the whole thing off completely.

So maybe that effects how I could be turned on by it- I dunno???

As for raping a man- object are good. A strap on if you've planned ahead, or anything laying around the house- even your fist will do the job if you can subdue him. Totally possible to rape a man and make him feel used and abused

like could you even IMAGINE how degraded you'd feel if a WOMAN raped you????

I'd actually enjoy it if a woman raped me, perhaps one of my victims from the past, came back for revenge. I do have a rape fantasy where I am the victim. I come home, someone surprises me and physically immobilizes me and has sex with me against my will. I think it would be fun in a strange way. It's never happened to me, and I have yet to meet a woman who will be willing to even act it out with me. Everyone I've been with was completely sexually submissive, which is ok but I don't want that all the time. I'd also like to get beaten up by a woman, that would be fun too because I enjoy pain, inflicting and receiving. If a woman could do that and rape me in the same episode I will have fulfilled my victim fantasy.

Raped by a woman? Wouldn't mind... It's only humiliating if you lost at physically opposing her submission