Wanting people to fear you

God you all are jerks. Get your own thread, would you Vivienne? Yeah, you just picked this thread out of all the other ones to screw around with. Great. Are you sober enough to give me a solid reason? Or is this not fun enough for you?

You're a fine one to talk about insecure, Miss Tries-Too-hard:roll:

JustCold wrote:God you all are jerks. Get your own thread, would you Vivienne? Yeah, you just picked this thread out of all the other ones to screw around with. Great. Are you sober enough to give me a solid reason? Or is this not fun enough for you?

You're a fine one to talk about insecure, Miss Tries-Too-hard:roll:

*huggle*.

It's alright, everything will be okay.

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guys stop baiting each other, if you don't like what is posted by another please keep it to yourself.

This topic will be locked if this continues, keep that in mind the next time you respond...

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Sadly I don't have much love for certain people...

But baiting one another constantly is going to get the topic locked..... everyone should know that by now who post.

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Okay, Avariciousness, if you think I'm a spoilt, whiny, bullied brat who gets picked on by everyone and anyone I come across, that I'm really unpopular in school, I alienate my family and I actually cut myself, either you're just another person who believes my act or I'm way too stuck in my persona. I could fit in anywhere I wanted, you should know how easy it is for us.

Nobody ever picks and picked on me, I'm the nice girl, the one everyone respects. Do you know how many people have commented on how innocent I seem to be? I never gossip or say bad stuff against anyone.
As if I cut myself. I hate blood and wounds. And as if I alienate my family. You're right, we do have a lot of influence over them. They just see the real side of me sometimes, yet they all think of me as the responsible, cousin, neice or polite distant relative. Why do you think I get so much money at Christmas? Plus I have the slimness my classmates "would die for", according to them.

I don't cry over false issues like people hating me, and though I do admit I feel a little inferior to my peers at times, it's only because they actually feel something when they smile. Plus this thread only started out as a simple question. And oh yeah, the difference between those emo goth girls who hang out at the mall and me, is that they know what remorse is. I could type you a list to show you why I think I might have ASPD, Avariciousness. This is the nice girl talking.

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I did not deliberately paste a label on myself just to get control over people. I pretty much already have that control and I have other ways of getting more of it other than showcasing I'm a little "off". The one time I thought my friends got their "aha!" moment, and figured I wasn't like them, I freaked and went out of my way to maintain my niceness and the person they think I am. I would hate if they think I'm a pyschopath.

That need for attention is gone, as I've said before. It was just a crazy impulse gone out of control. Jeez. Maybe if I type out that list, then you'll...understand?